As many of you know I am not on somesort of an expedition. I left yesturday with Mike Galyardt as my accomplice and we are hoping to figure out this whole 'life' thing. Actually I'm not sure what will happen, expectation seems to be the enemy on a trip like this. Chance, circumstance, prayer, and coincidence seem to be more of the weapons of choice.
The first day was a matter of packing and cleaning up. Aroung 9p.m. we finally headed out to Lincoln, Kansas where we have a large house awaiting us to be painted. The bright side is a fresh bed, free food, and the chance to be spoiled for a bit. But as I turned into Lincoln I realized I nearly passed the street, so I slammed on my brakes causing our chaotic pile of stuff to fly forward in the van and knocked over the cooler. This spilled all over our electronic devices in the front seat, including my cell phone, which proceeded to not work anymore. The first thing we found out when we got to the house is that my internet was not working anymore either. So the first few minutes of Lincoln Kansas appeared to be a complete frustrating failure. I went up to my room annoyed, and irritated.
But in my room, the magic of journaling became a reality. I started to journal and realized that this kind of situation is exactly what I've been praying for. My prayer is to teach me more faith. Now I don't like putting God's name attached to things, so I"ll just let you be the judge on this one. But I have been praying that God will teach me what it means to have true faith. To totally put my trust in him and believe that things will work out, regardless of my expectation. The very first thing that happens on my trip is that one of my major expectations (communicating with people) does not happen. The realization that everything would work out, hit me like a warm breeze. I then fell peacefully asleep.
The next morning my phone had dried out and began to work. But I did not know that until around lunch time, because I had allowed it to slip from my mind. I was so relaxed about it, that when I remembered it was broken I said, nah, I'll look at it later. At lunchtime I checked it, and it worked beautifully. And just about an hour ago, my cousin Chris fixed my computer problems. He does not even realize that he was doing me an act of service, but he was.
Here's the thing. I did not relax about my worries SO that God would take care of them. I simply let the worries aside in my mind, and it all worked out. Maybe that's my answer to living by faith, but who knows, it's only day 2, I have a lot more to learn.
Oh yeah, all day today was power washing, scraping, brushing, primer-ing, and painting. Sun up to sun down, with a 30 minute break for lunch and a 30 minute break in the afternoon. We ate late. It feels good to get a long days work in. Peace.